This last month has been not the easiest for me, I have been struggling with accepting that things don't always happen when YOU want them to happen. This is so hard for me, I am THE ultimate planner. I plan my life, Ryan's life, even my families lives to a point. I like things done a certain way and on time. So when I put my mind do doing something and want it bad and it doesn't happen the way I want and when I want, it is very frustrating to me.
I have felt angry, sad, guilty and frustrated the last few months, and even though I know eventually everything will turn out fine it's the getting there that might kill me. :)
So when I received the call from my mom today after the Dr's that my dad is still doing good, that his transplant's did their job and even though we haven't hit the touchdown mark yet we are on the 1 yard line. It was just what I needed to hear! To know that Heavenly Father does listen to me and does answer my prays, he just does it in his time and not mine.
So I am determined I am not going to be angry, sad or frustrated this month, I am going to be happy and just keep praying and have faith!!!
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