I was loading video's of Holden onto the computer the other day and I came across the video's of when I heard the babies heartbeats for the first time.
I watched a video going around Facebook about a undercover investigator who was 23.5 weeks pregnant going into a Phoenix clinic and getting signed up for a late term abortion. I cried the whole way through it pretty much. I personally do not agree with abortion and am pro-life but each person has agency and is able to make decisions they will answer for someday. But after watching this video of my babies heart beats at almost 9 weeks it just makes me even sadder.
At 9 weeks I loved these babies and I mourned deeply when I lost one of them. At 13 weeks I found out that I was having a little boy. At 18 weeks I really felt Holden kick me for the first time, I had been feeling the flutters since about 14 weeks. At 23 weeks I had my first 3D ultrasound and saw that my baby had the same button nose as me and finally at 39 weeks I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy.
People are so cruel in this world it makes me scared sometimes that I am raising children during this time.
On the video my friend Heather (who owns Miracles in Progress) is talking about the hearbeats and the 10pt difference and they were thinking it was a boy and a girl. So in my mind my baby girl wasn't ready to come to this earth. Hopefully she will be ready to come join our family next year!
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